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ian aka komunist
tenchy
Blacken The Angel
Arch Enemy - Dehumanization
This is the age of dehumanization
Perverted creation
Damned, misled children
You never stood a chance
Resurrection a dead messiah
For a paralysed race
Damned, misled children
You never stood a chance
Infected
Neglected
The new breed of a generation to come
Rejected
Illfated
The new breed - a generation to kill
Sowing the seed of suffering
Upon these fertile hearts
Damned, misled children
You never stood a chance
Chosen to be slaughtered
By the masters of manipulation
Damned, misled children
You never stood a chance
Infected
Neglected
The new breed of a generation to come
Rejected
Illfated
The new breed
Parasites
A generation to kill
Dimmu Borgir - The Sacrilegious Scorn
Have I not
Been too long in your shadows of invention and creation?
As I rightfully behold the flesh
Fear of the conscious mind will have you facing away
My word and world holds ground and is real
Your world is like floods of poisoned water
A language spoken with spit from different tongues
It all seems like an eternity
This battle between us two
"Good and evil"
Me and you
Time has come to step up
And take back what you took from me
My word and world holds ground and is real
Your world is like floods of poisoned water
A language spoken with spit from different tongues
You can never corrupt me again
Time has come to step up
And take back what you took from me
Time has come to step up
And take back what you took from me
You can never corrupt me again
I protect every man guilty of sin
The ultimate sin being me
The vapor from the plague
That infested my mind, body and soul
Obscured my view from wisdom
The mist that had me wonder in resentment cleared
And troubles me no more
Have I not
Been too long in your shadows of invention and creation?
As I rightfully behold the flesh
Fear of the conscious mind will have you facing away
Heaven shall burn - Black Tears
When I'm in this state of mind,
I'm wishing I was blind,
Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief,
Death would be such a relief,
All the secrets that I hide would die with me
Depression is my only friend,
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to dreamer's sky
I keep crying in my dreams,
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away, I fade away...
This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.
Life is like a masquerade,
In dept to myself, but I can't pay,
Soon I'll call it all a day, away
I never felt what you call guilt,
I still believe "Do what thou wilt",
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
This fluid on my cheek,
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak
Black blood, black tears.
Black tears, black tears.
Marduk - Imago Mortis
Imago Mortis, ever since the applebite, deathened!
The branches creep together, a chair with a cold back,
...Lux Rigor Mortis, Lux Rigor Mortis, Lux Rigor Mortis...
Today king, tomorrow worms and cold in mouth,
A reach for purity, through decay, through black soil excrements,
None shall stand before the Lord of the Death-Winged Dart,
Cold and hollow, silent yet piercing,
Death fire trumpets, fresh traces from twelve-to-twelve,
Pole to pole, infans to decrepitus
Sunbleached shadow, useless corpse,
Jesus loves you, useless corpse
...Lux Rigor Mortis, Lux Rigor Mortis,
Lux Rigor Mortis, Cinis Ater et Ossa.
Behold, one who moments ago, at the height of power,
Received worship from kneeling crowd,
Now himself cast down by death's dominion,
Bears mute witness to the whole world's face:
Cinis Ater et Ossa.
Sack of maggots, maggotsack,
Hopeless pile of hopeless bones,
So this was His holy plan for you?
Wings of dust, handful of nothing,
Iron skies and streets of brass,
Even the Whore, she loves us all!
Imago Mortis, ever since the applebite, deathened!
The branches creep together, a reach for purity,
Through decay, through black soil excrements,
All must kneel before the Lord of the Death-winged Dart,
Imago Mortis,
Wings of Dust,
Handful of Nothing,
Hopeless pile
Of hopeless bones.
Hypocrisy - Fearless
I don't care what you need.
I only do it to please me.
There's no excuse's from my point-of-view.
You're pulling me left and right.
I've had it up to here.
It's making me sick to see you alive.
Enough of conspiracy
'Cause you cannot win.
Like a bomb I release my anger.
I'll be peeling your skin.
Chorus:
I'm gonna walk away.
You wont be holding me back.
I'm not afraid of you
so just get out of my way.
I'll destroy your life
'Cause you were pulling me down.
You reached the end of the road
So just get out of my way.
So just get out of my way.
Be my enemy
I'll turn your life into dust
Take everything you've become
Just go back
Where you've come from
And disappear from here.
Your life has taken
A turn for the worse.
Enough of conspiracy
'Cause you cannot win.
Like a bomb
I release my anger
I'll be peeling your skin.
Like a bomb
I release my anger.
I'll be peeling your skin.
I'll destroy your life
'Cause you were pulling me down.
You reached
The end of the road
So just get out of my way.
I know your kind.
I've tasted before.
You spitting out all of your lies.
I push you up against the wall.
I'm gunna walk away.
You wont be holding me back.
I'm not afraid of you
so just get out of my way.
I'll destroy your life
'cause you were pulling me down.
You reached the end of the road
so just get out of my way.
Amon Amarth - The Pursuit Of Vikings
The warming sun returns again
And melts away the snow
The sea is freed from icy chains
Winter is letting go
Standing on the ocean side
We can hear the waves
Calling us out with tide
To sail into our fate
Oden! Guide our ships
Our axes, spears and swords
Guide us through storms that whip
And in brutal war
Our ships await us by the shore
Time has come to leave
Our country, family and homes
For riches in the east
Some of us won't return
But that won't bring us down
Our fate is written in the web
Woven by the Norns
A ram is sacrificed
Across the longship's bow
And as we set our sails
A strong breeze starts to blow
It carries us out to sea
With hope of fame and pride
And glorious all will be
That with sword in hand will die
Oden! Guide our ships
Our Axes, spears and swords
Guide us through storms that whip
And in brutal war
Oden! Guide our ships
Our axes, spears and swords
Guide us through storms that whip
And in brutal war
Death - Spirit Crusher
It comes from the depths
of a place unknown to the
keeper of dreams
if it could then it would steal
the sun and the moon from the sky
beware
Human at sight, monster at heart
don't let it inside it could
tear you right apart
No guilt, it feeds in plain sight
Spirit Crusher
Stay strong and hold on tight
Spirit Crusher
Speaking in killing words
The vicious kind that crush and kill
no mercy, its pleasure to taste
The blood that it bled.
(Solo Schuldiner Hamm)
When it's time to feed to fulfill
the need to consume a breath
some will rise standing tall
breathing out all the breath from
the voice of a soul.
Naglfar - A Swarm Of Plagues
Winds, furious firestorms
Come grace this world with war
Its punishment bestowed on earth forevermore
Deities of disease
Bring the infidels to their knees
Strike fear into their hearts
Indifferent to their pleas
Come, legions of ungodly birth
Reap all that walks the earth
Judgment comes
in the form of a thunderous roaring curse
Spew forth atrocities
Wipe out the human fleas
Exterminate and crush all dreams of peace
Witness the glorious coming of brimstone and fire
Everlasting plagues are now unchained
Behold the end of the human era
The end of feeble ways embrace the tyrants' warfare
A swarm of plagues
Hear the hissings coming from the reapers' scythe
Reversed are the words of creation
Become undone in the cleansing flames
Plutonium grace – The end of days
Rise up and burn what was once created
Turn fertile soil to sand
Annihilate – Abort the sacred masterplan
Spew forth atrocities
Wipe out you human fleas
Exterminate! Crush all dreams of peace
Witness the glorious coming of brimstone and fire
Everlasting plagues are now unchained
This marks the end...
We are haters of humanity
We preach about the end of the world
Your empire is falling
Let our teachings to be heard
Behold the end of the human era
The end of feeble ways
Embrace the tyrants' warfare
A swarm of plagues
Hear the hissings coming from the reapers' scythe
Reversed are the words of creation
Become undone in the cleansing flames
Plutonium grace – The end of days
Graveworm - Circus Of The Damned
The World i see, the lies i hear...
The Hate i feel, the Fear i see...
Every day once again in the fight,
to be the game of a carnal race.
Welcome to the Circus of (the) Damned!
The time of fire proved by their dread.
Blood and swords shelter in hell,
look at was we have become!
Horror be the nightfall's gloom,
for the man upon the ground.
Once he starts again.
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
Forgotten on the stony way,
Welcome again and again.
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
Crawling in the night,
hatred dirty minds.
Always hide behind.
Will we ever find the life?
Will we ever find?
Will we ever find???
Destruction of the fearful man
lost the race of kind.
Once he starts again
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
Jokes of war upon the ground,
for the viewers of this games.
Welcome again and again.
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
IN THE CIRCUS OF THE DAMNED!
Prepare to fight.A line of defense.
The chase is on.I walk the dark.
Lost all sense, inside of my mind.
Slaugther and fear, beyond all evil signs.
My hands are soiled.Covered in blood.
Damnation reach the top of the world.
Lamentable souls arrived from the past.
I'm on my way to depart from Life...
Opeth - Burden
I, once upon a time
Carried a burden inside
I sung a last goodbye
A broken rhyme I'd underlined
There's an ocean of sorrow in you
A sorrow in me
Saw a movement in their eyes
Said I no longer knew the way
Given up the ghost
A passive mind submit to fear
And the wait for redemption at hand
Waiting to fail
Failing again
If death should take me now
Count my mistakes and let me through
Whisper in my ear
You've taken more than we've received
And the ocean of sorrow is you
Korpiklaani - Vodka
Vodka, you're feeling stronger
Vodka, no more feeling bad
Vodka, your eyes are shining
Vodka, you are the real MAN
Vodka, wipes away your tears
Vodka, removes your fears
Vodka, everyone is gorgeous
Vodka, yeah vodka
Drinking is good for you,
Soon you are unconstrained
Drinking is good for you,
Here comes the womanizer
Drinking is good for you,
Not anymore lonesome
Drinking is good for you,
And you will feel awesome!!
Out of respect for nature,
Our vodka and drinkers.
Promising, that the vodka
We reserve, is as pure as it was
Thousands of years ago
Vodka, you're feeling stronger
Vodka, no more feeling bad
Vodka, your eyes are shining
Vodka, you are the real MAN
Vodka, wipes away your tears
Vodka, removes your fears
Vodka, everyone is gorgeous
Vodka, yeah vodka
Drinking is good for you
Soon you are unconstrained
Drinking is good for you
Here comes the womanizer
Drinking is good for you,
Not anymore lonesome
Drinking is good for you,
And you will feel awesome!!
Drinking is good for you,
Soon you are unconstrained
Drinking is good for you,
Here comes the womanizer
Drinking is good for you,
Not anymore lonesome
Drinking is good for you!!
Raaah!
Vodka, you're feeling stronger
Vodka, no more feeling bad
Vodka, your eyes are shining
Vodka, you are the real MAN
Vodka, wipes away your tears
Vodka, removes your fears
Vodka, everyone is gorgeous
Vodka, yeah vodka
Drinking is good for you,
Soon you are unconstrained
Drinking is good for you,
Here comes the womanizer
Drinking is good for you,
Not anymore lonesome
Drinking is good for you,
And you will feel awesome!!
VODKA!
Marilyn Manson - Running To The Edge Of The World
Remember when i took you
up to the top of the hill?
We had our knives drawn.
They were as sharp
as we were in love.
If god crossed us
we'd take all his drugs,
burn his money
and his house down,
and wait for the fire to spread.
Sometimes hate is not enough
to turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
against all others
break all of their wings to
make sure it crashes
We're running to the
edge of the world
Running, running away
We're running to the edge of the world
I don't know if the world will end today
I had no choice,
I erased the debt of our family,
let you say goodbye
with lips like dynamite.
And everyone
turned their backs
because they knew
when we held on tight
to each other,
we were something fatal,
that fell into the wrong hands.
Sometimes hate is not enough
to turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
against all others
break all of their wings to
make sure it crashes
We're running to the
edge of the world
Running, running away
We're running to the edge of the world
I don't know if the world will end today
We don´t see death, we see destruction
(2X)
Repeat chorus
See a new beginning rise behind the sun
We can´t never catch up to them as fast as we run
pozdrav, evo da i ja malo pišem nakon mjeseci i mjeseci ne pisanja, ali eto sve je nekak brzo prošlo, vrijeme leti..
trenutno slušam sabaton i razmišljam šta da pišem..
pa krenut ću odavde, bila sam u kanadi kod sestre prije dosta vremena u mjesecu šestom, bila sam s njom i u miamiu i tak ma uživancija..
bila sam i na moru ove godine i tako je sve prošlo i došla školska godina opet...
već je i odmakla dosta, još malo pa će i zimski praznici, nadam se što prije, možda mi i sestra dođe tak da jedva čekam.
u školi je prilično dosadno ali i nije.. ocjene od 1 do 5 ko i inače.. ja sam vald jedina koja je uspjela dobt komad iz glazbenog XD al šta ja mog ne volim ja te gluposti tam.. metal rulz XD
bila je čak i jedna odlična subota u mnogo mjeseci..
malo su me neke osobe razočarale ali ne zamaram se sotim puno, ja neć ništ reć.. 'There is a mask
That covers up one's true intentions, Once removed, things become very clear'
u petak test iz kemije, a mene nema, ode ja na interliber s drugom školom..xD ah život je ponekad lijep .. :)
stara mi je u zadnje vrijeme dobro volje, čak mi je i čizme kupla XD
et to bi bilo to, nznm šta da kažem više, malo neam smisla ni zašto..
pozdrav svima..
pozdrav svima.. nije me dugo bilo znam...
nije da ne volim blog ili tako nešto, nije ni to da nemam vremena nego jednostavno neznam šta da napišem..
novosti ima i nema..
sve je nešto zbrkano..u zadnje vrijeme sve je nešto čudno...
da se pohvalim za početak da 19.6 idem kod sestre u kanadu..
trebala sam ići u gardeland u četvrtom mjesecu ali mi nije bilo dobro baš pa nisam otišla..
no bit će još prilika..
još samo nekih mjesec dana nastave i gotovo..konačno, jedva čekam ljeto..
prvi maj je bio baš zakon.. dobro se jelo i sve, ma savršen dan..
no pomalo i tužan dan jer je dan prije umrla još jedna osoba koju sam poznavala..
ove godine u možda malo više od 2 mjeseca umrlo je već pet ljudi koje sam poznavala...grozno..
no valjda to tako ide...
u utorak sad idem malo do zagreba na neku izložbu i tako.. izvlačim se s nastave što više mogu u svakom slučaju,
jednostavno nemogu više, sve me to nekak ubija u pojam. neizdržljivo..
eto...to je sve od mene zasad, neda mi se više baš XD
pozdrav
pozdrav svima...
stvarno čovjek nekada ne zna šta da kaže..kao ni ja sada..
puna mi je kuća ljudi, dolaze, odlaze i tako skroz..
naime, razlog tome je što mi je baka mi je jučer umrla..
bila sam jako dobra s bakom, čak bolja nego što sam sa starom..
sada smo ja i stara same jer mi je otac umro prije malo više od četiri godine..
stvarno ne znam šta da kažem, pusto je..kuća je ogromna a mi smo sad same..
čudno je to kako se svi sjete okupiti i samo kada netko umre ili kada su neki svatovi..
ljudi su čudni..ma koliko se slagali ili ne slagali, kada netko umre svi su nekako drukčiji..
već mi to sve ide na živce..čekam da prođe ovih par dana da vidimo kako ćemo dalje..
sve se čini nekako bespotrebno, natrpano, neobično..
stvarno sve dođe totalno neočekivano..
svi su spremi pomoći sada.. no nema tu pomoći, ne može niko vratiti vrijeme nazad..
život ide dalje, moramo naučiti živjeti sa svim tim što se dešava..
eto to bi bilo to zasada..
R.I.P.
pozdrav svima.. nije mi se dalo baš pisat pošto stvarno nemam šta reć..
stvari uglavnom idu..nešto ide nešto ne ide..trenutno zdravlje ne ide..opet sam nešto bolesna -.-' al dobro, vald zaslužujem to..
ma nznm ni sama šta bi rekla na sve.. dost mi svega nekak.. sve živo me ubija u pojam..
sve šta imam ne radi.. komp sere, mp3 umro također, a o mobu da ne pričam, sad koristim neki prokleti krš, a stara me tak voli da mi neće kupt mob još god dana minimalno.. a ja nek umirem, da ko mene pita šta..a ustvari šta će mi mob...ja nisam luda da opet dam neke 3000 kn za novi mob, a nije dać dugo izdržat s ovim tak da..
u zadnje vrijeme život smatram stepenicama...hrpa stepenica koja vodi nekud dolje u nepoznato..ne vidi se dno ni ništa...jako su strme a okolo je mrak..onak..nznš dali nastaviti ići dolje ili vratiti se gore... ništa ne izgleda sigurno, ali onaj put prema dolje očito pobjeđuje, put u nepoznato, u nešto novo, nešto misteriozno.. takav je život valjda..
naslov mi je iz pjesme, a zašto je baš taj..nznm ni sama..nekako su mi se svidjele riječi..
ponekad me zanima što bi bilo kad bih umrla..želim znati ko bi mi došao na sprovod, dali bi me se itko nakon nekog vremena sjetio?
no da... to očito valjda nikad neću saznati..
za kraj :
evo mene...opeth...xD
ne ide baš dobro u zadnje vrijeme
sve mi se neda, ljeno mi je, nemam živaca jednostavno..
dakle stvari stoje ovak...malo dobro malo loše...
recimo da mi zdravstveno stanje nije baš najbolje.. jetrene su mi previsoke..pit ne smijem, jest što volim ne smijem, a pozitivno je to da ne moram radit tjelesni..iako mi to nije tolko važno...al ok..
škola je sad isto baš užasna...fali ona prokleta pauza kad bi ošli na kavu/kakao i pričali i tak...ma bzvz...
no recimo da je ostalo dobro na neki način...barem dio toga...baba mi je u bolnici tak da je ujutro mir u kući, a kad stara radi taj dio dana je najbolji, mir i tišina...ma uživancija...još da mog staru izbjeć i rješt je se sve bi bilo bolje..no da ..neć komplicirat..
ponekad želim jednostavno..da nznm ni ko sam ni što sam..i da se ne zamaram sa svime..da ne ramišljam što radim ni kako će sve biti.. da ne razmišljam o nekim osobama...da zaboravim neke stvari...da pređem preko neke prošlosti..da zaboravim jednstavno... no naravno...kad nešto krene na bolje...druga stvar krene na gore..tako da...vrtim se u neki prokleti krug i ne stajem... nznm više što da radim..dosta mi je svega... želim jednostavno reći STOP i zaustaviti se u vremenu i prostoru...željela bih sama znat što želim, al nznm, sve mi se mjenja...jedan momenat je ovako drugi onako...
sreća mi je trenutno neki čudan pojam...nznm više dal postoji..ni čime je uzrokovana...jer uvijek ju nešto uništi...čemu biti sretan??
Da sretna vam nova godina....nadam se da ste se zabavili na dočeku...sve najbolje u ovoj 2010...
ili kako bi netko rekao... nadaj se sreći i zdravlu, od ljudi traži ljubav i razumjevanje, a sve ostalo ćeš naći kod kineza xD
no kako stvari stoje...nikako...odnosno stoje..al sve je neš bzvz..dosadno mi je više..umirem...nznm šta da radim sama sa sobom..
vrijeme ide tako sporo...a sve je što je dobro kratko traje...
još malo i opet ta škola..nemog više...ludim...
živčana sam, nervozna, pod stresom, previše razmišljam i sve to nekakav loš utjecaj ima
očito nikak da sve dođe na svoje...
nerviraju me ukućani....baba pogotovo..
još ne smijem ni pit niš ni alkohol ni gazirano...zdravstveni problemi..
stvarno poludjet ću...kak ljudi misle da se to sve može izdržat...
htjela bi radit neš zanimljivo a uopće nznm šta :S
a et da ne davim dalje
uživajte.. još jednom sretna nova 2010-a svima :*
pozdrav*
pozdrav svima...nisam već dugo ništa pisala a bio bi red...xD
pa ovako..super sam...život ide dalje...polugodište se bliži kraju konačno..
bila sam jučer na koncertu od opće opasnosti i bilo je baš super...odlični su..
predgrupa je bila beznadni slučaj i bili su super također...sve pohvale
danas idem u svatove...hahaha...vježbam hodat s petama..haha..
ja sam inače dost ne spretna pa mi ne ide baš sve...haha
u biti zanimljiv je ovaj 12 mj..jedva čekam božić i te gluposti da se malo opustim
i da se malo nažderem...haha..
a u biti sve je nekak u zadnje vrijeme čudno...
čudim se sama seb..
retardirana sam...dobla sam 2 iz mat :S
al dobro bit će bolje drugi put...iako je to bio drugi put..hahaha...
prvi sam put dobla komad...hahah
ma zanimljivo...
pozdrav svima pjesma jedna za kraj po kojoj je post dobio ime :D
bok svima...
nisam se ja vratila u prošla vremena ni ništa slično...samo sam posjetila mjesta iz prošlosti...ne moje...nego svjetske...dakle egipat...xD
bilo je prilično dobro, ako izuzmemo trenutke kada mi je bilo prilično dosadno...haha...
takvo nešto treba vidjeti...svi ti hramovi, grobnice piramide itd...vidjela sam i mumije....baš su kul...xD
krokodili su zanimljive životinje, a čak sam jahala i na devi...stvarno dobro iskustvo..
vodiči su bili baš kul...i naučila sam par riječi arapskog...zanimljiv jezik sve u svemu...
no bilo bi još i bolje da nam početni let nije kasnio 6 sati i da nam let za povratak nije kasnio sat vremena..iako ni let od asuana do caira nije bio baš točan...hahaha...no bitno da smo mi sretno stigli svagdje...
arapi su jako dosadni ljudi...skroz ti pokušavaju nešto prodat..cjenkanje je obvezno kao i bakšiš...haha...
nikad ne bih htjela živjeti tamo...kada vidiš one ulice pune smeća i kada vidiš kako ljudi na 40 stupnjeva vani prodaju meso i kruh koji drže na podu, kada vidiš one kafiće koji izgledaju stvarno užasno i sve to shvatiš kako je hrvatska stvarno predivna zemlja...
krajolik na putovanju je krasa...haha...sama pustinja...xD
no da ne dužim...ako ikoga išta zanima samo pitajte...
evo i par slika...
zalazak sunca na nilu
krokodili ^^
piramide
neda mi se više...haha...XD
sve se mijenja... svaki dan se povećava osjećaj da je nešto drukčije, da se stvari mijenjaju.. da ništa više nije kao prije..
sve je teže..puno teže nego prije... teško je uskladiti sve...a vremena je nekako malo...kao da ga je svaki put sve manje... a tako brzo prolazi... ponekad se stvarno poželim vratiti natrag..kada je sve bilo jednostavno..
otkrivanjem nekih stvari shvaćam da moram paziti što radim, kako se ponašam, jer samo je najmanja pogreška dovoljna da uništi sve ono što sada iam, sve što volim i sve što želim..
iz dana u dan sve je više spletki...kao da pletemo neko klupko iz kojeg se više nikad nećemo otplesti, jer bi otpetljavnje bilo kobno, a istina je još gora..izbjegavati tu neku istinu je teško..znajući nešto o drugima, a da oni ne znaju da se to zna...teško je..
možda jednom istina dođe na vidjelo..ali tek onda ništa neće biti kao prije...
pjesma stvarno vrijedna slušanja: INFERI - Return In Flames
koncert njihov bio predobar ^^
pozdrav svima...
ja, jedna osoba potpuno ne bitna, potpuno čudna, s posebnim načinom razmišljanja i gledanja na svijet, sa svojim ajmo reć stavom jebe mi se za sve živo počinjem se pitati dali je sve baš tako kako je ili ipak stvarno mi sreća nije baš dobar prijatelj.?
znate onaj osjećaj kada ste sretni i kada mislite da je sve baš super i da stvari kreću konačno na bolje...da, upravo taj osjećaj koji nikada nije istinit i uvijek ga nešto mora pokvariti...
tako je i meni...dan počeo ok, mislim ono petak konačno, kada je škola završila bila sam sretna jer je lat prošao dobro...dođem kući opuštena, sretna jer znam da mi stare nema doma par dana, da nema svakidašnje gnjavaže...upalim komp pogledam poštu, vidim da mi se sestra javila nakon dužeg vremena i poslala mi slike i tako se još više razveselim i onda vidim da mi je stiglai poruka da su mi marte poslane i da bi trebale stići ovih dana i počnem se ponašati kao luđak...i uz to sve pomisllim da konačno dolazi vikend, da ću moć biti s danielom malo duže...uz pomisao da za tjedan dana putujem konačno u taj egipat, da ću vidjeti piramide i uživati bez škole dobrih tj dana...i naravno ne pomišljam da bi nešto moglo poći loše...
ali uvijek, uvijek kada je takva situacija mora se desiiti nešto što će mi raspoloženje uništiti ne samo za jedan dan nego poremetiti cjeli plan... naravno zvala je stara i rekla da je stigla na more i blabla ali naravno ima jednu lošu vijest..nema dovoljno putnika za egipat ni iz hrv ni iz slovenije pa ćemo vjerovatno odgoditi put za 12 mj ili ćemo ić tek na proljeće..užas, a vjerovatno bi ovu turu zamjenili za odlazak u španjolsku možda...šta vću u jebenoj španjolskoj, madrid me ne zanima, volim španjolski jezik ali ne i zemlju...mexico rulz...
i tako ja polagano padam u depresiju i dolazim u opasnu napast za nečim slatkim što nije dobro...želim, hoću, moram ić u egipat... jedino što bi mi tih dana teško palo je razdvojenost od daniela ali šta ja mogu..preživjet ćemo valda...
no da ne duljim...
jedna pjesma..amon amarth...pursuit of vikings..
